Note to myself

”I’m just a profound wishful writer.
And most of the time all that I share
Is a note to myself.”

M.P.Yasmine

Fear has me

I’m trapped in a valley between mountains.
Crying stars let me drown.
And I know everything I want.
Destined to be.
Will be on the other side.
But I can’t move mountains.
I can’t shift tectonic plates.

M.P.Yasmine

Reflection

”What you feel is what you attract.
What you see is what you are.”

M.P.Yasmine

Weet je nog

Ik weet nog dat we naar het strand reden.
De pijn, verdriet en woede uitwaaien.
Waar ik alleen maar tot het besef kwam dat we beide genoeg hadden geleden.
En dat we er niet meer omheen kunnen draaien.

M.P.Yasmine

Come back around

”Sometimes the collision is too small and will be a brief catch and release.”

Until M.P.Yasmine

Divine Feminine

”In regards to stepping into my Divine Feminine Era,
I prefer walking the treadmill as a catwalk.”

M.P.Yasmine

Explore

”Explore yourself.
Wounds and all.”

M.P.Yasmine

Cuffing Season

”Be wary Ladies !
It’s cuffing season.
The rats are hungry and cold.”

M.P.Yasmine

All over again

Change of heart.
In the stillness of a sleeping world.
Nothing but sound.
Hearing one of my most cherished music.
For the first time all over again.

M.P.Yasmine

I woke up today

I resonate with the unknown.
I’m sleeping fully awake.
Deeply moved standing still.
Alone but never lonely again.

M.P.Yasmine

Velvet

White velvet calls before Paris does.
The lights in night twinkle in my heart.
The aftertaste delicate and smooth.
No room for winter blues.

M.P.Yasmine

Whole

Nothing owns me.
Except my tears.
Plunging in my wholeness.

M.P.Yasmine

Courage

”Intuition comes with uncomfortable feelings.
And are defeated with courage.”

High Value

Choose yourself.
Always.
And you will see.
Happily ever after.
Will be yours.

M.P.Yasmine

Your Darkness

I would take a dive into your darkness.
Hold my breath for a long time.
Swim beneath your surface.
Light up every shadowy corner.
And acknowledge each creature living there.

M.P.Yasmine

Be it

”First be it.
Then go do it.”

M.P.Yasmine

Faith

”I can’t even hold my balance in high heels.
But I’m taking this leap of faith anyway.”

M.P.Yasmine

Event Horizon

I’m not even going there.
Dreams so deep I will fall in this black hole.
Filled with everything I need someone else to be.
Fatal wishes in the season of darkness.
This time I only view the Event Horizon.
All will fade away only going inwards and.
Make sure I’ll be everything I’m searching for.

M.P.Yasmine

A Life

The last few days a part of me wants to die so badly.
You see, It’s not that I want my heart stop beating.
I just don’t want old mistakes repeating.
I simply want to be truly alive.
Well, not simply.
I want to be truly, explosively, passionately be alive.

M.P.Yasmine

You

”It wasn’t them that need saving.
Turns out it was you all along.”

M.P.Yasmine

Mirror

Screw these unnecessary insights.
My mind is boggled by.
I can hear myself think and the frame of your face highlights.
So I stand in front of my mirror, I’ll wait.
Blast music I love, seducing myself in having some faith.
All that I want for me will suit you very fine.
But we need more time alone to be align.

M.P.Yasmine

Cinnamon

I would like some sugar in my tea.
But what I like doesn’t matter.
Like the cold of an old winter, my already sweet dead heart.
And the lost attempts of warming it with sugared water.
Let me try some cinnamon for now.
Letting time in and.
Let all that I desperately want go by.
And give in to nothingness somehow.

M.P.Yasmine

Time

I’m sick of time and more.
Time needed to go.
So I tried to ignore time for some time.
But time kept staring at me.
And when I stared back.
I knew it takes a little time to love time again.

M.P.Yasmine

Infinity

”What we do in the gap between making the same choice or mistake.
The liminal space between closed and open doors.
we are creating infinity.
And occupy it as if we belong.”

M.P.Yasmine

Gotthardpas

Cold and thin was the air.
And I felt it filling up my lungs and blowing through my hair.
A soft smile covered my overheated face.
In the far and over all beauty I would gaze.
Suddenly I heard bells ring in the sky.
And a tear fell from my eye.

M.P.Yasmine