Or a few more

There is not one soul of the opposite gender that comes to my mind while listening to love songs.
So I guess you can say I’m completely healed and my heart carefully stitched and close grown.
Nowhere my love belongs.
I think I need one more year alone.

M.P.Yasmine

Romance

Romance faded in the background.
Nearly black it is.
I wonder if there was ever.
Because I only desired to bound.

M.P.Yasmine

What is Love

If it’s a good thing when the heart skips a beat,
I can debate on for a while.
Because my perspective is constantly shifting.
No, I don’t need beta blockers.
All I need is a calm mind and correctness.
In all.

M.P.Yasmine

Idea of love

“I’m not in love with a man.
I’m in love with the idea of being in love with a man.”

M.P.Yasmine

The Night

Dreams haunt me from the core.
Let him not see my face.
I don’t want fate knocking at his door.
All I need to do is not look him in his eyes.
He will not notice and not will be here.
My lack of desiring re connection will be my disguise.
I don’t let him scan my well known face.
I’m going now, running down the stairs.
Out if this man’s sight.
I was never here.
My love will not leave a trace.

M.P.Yasmine

Procrastination

”It is with pain you ignore and delay.
With love you accept and conquer.”

M.P.Yasmine

Eternity

The sound of love has changed.
Its beat lingers in death.
It makes me wonder.
If this is the only love I search for.
Eternity.
Many years from now.
The sound of immortality.
The beat of love waiting for me.

M.P.Yasmine

Mothers

Do not assume all mothers are capable to.
To love children like some mothers do.
It needs a special kind of mother to love all children she meets.
Specially the kind of mother that doesn’t have the mother she needs.
Mothers who connect and care.
Mothers with love to share.

M.P.Yasmine

March

”Cuffing season is over.
All who broke up last weeks went full exposure.”

M.P.Yasmine

The mistake

Never again putting my heart through.
This is why I can not love you.
You remind me of pain.
I refuse to feel again.
I know it is unfair.
But making the same mistake I wouldn’t dare.

M.P.Yasmine

Freedom

I feel so satisfied.
My love for you finally died.
I stopped thinking about you all day.
I never want this freedom to go away.
Finally you walked out the door.
You don’t occupy my heart anymore.

M.P.Yasmine