”Some of you need a heart to heart conversation straight away.
Because the mind doesn’t know what to say.”
Stop judging
”Each time you judge yourself.
Saying nasty things about yourself.
Ask yourself the question.
Would I say this to a child?”
M.P.Yasmine
Someone
”I need alone time.
So I can properly and with full attention
Think about something.
Someone.”
M.P.Yasmine
Muziek
Mijn weelderige wimpers zijn neergeslagen.
Mijn brein huilt troosteloze woorden alle dagen.
Woorden die er misschien nooit toe zullen doen.
Met brute kracht ontstaan in liefde van nu en liefde van toen.
Tot in den diepe treure aanhoor ik de bombarie.
De opschudding van een Cello.
Spelend in de gesloten kamer van mijn hart.
Gedirigeerd met doordringende kralen.
Geregen aan het lot die ik als sieraad zal dragen.
De klanken zijn zo tragisch en groots.
Ondanks volledig regelloos en doods.
Een in geduld begraven creatie.
Verlangend naar die ene staande ovatie.
M.P.Yasmine
High Value
Choose yourself.
Always.
And you will see.
Happily ever after.
Will be yours.
M.P.Yasmine
Mystery of a Poet
”Do not ask a Poet to explain their poetry.”
M.P.Yasmine
Mirror
Screw these unnecessary insights.
My mind is boggled by.
I can hear myself think and the frame of your face highlights.
So I stand in front of my mirror, I’ll wait.
Blast music I love, seducing myself in having some faith.
All that I want for me will suit you very fine.
But we need more time alone to be align.
M.P.Yasmine
Time
I’m sick of time and more.
Time needed to go.
So I tried to ignore time for some time.
But time kept staring at me.
And when I stared back.
I knew it takes a little time to love time again.
M.P.Yasmine
Infinity
”What we do in the gap between making the same choice or mistake.
The liminal space between closed and open doors.
we are creating infinity.
And occupy it as if we belong.”
M.P.Yasmine
Inception
The breakdown of my dreams.
Inception has arrived.
Support is on its way it seems.
The beginning of an almost everlasting end.
The era of gentle heartbeats.
Where sleep will be my friend.
M.P.Yasmine
Good days
The good days have come.
Sunrise in my eyes.
Love light beams reflect on my skin.
Voices from around the world entering my mind.
Laughter loud together.
For more good days will come.
M.P.Yasmine
Snakepit
“You can not see in a snakepit. But if you do, get out!”
M.P.Yasmine
Emotional abuse
“It doesn’t matter if I’m skinny or fat. My body always feels like a vessel of short term happiness. I’m sick of it.”
M.P.Yasmine
Silence
In the silence I would like to gaze.
The world asleep in a thick eerie haze.
No one to see.
Street lights shining only for me.
Leading me to an empty space of mind.
To discover there it is what I want to find.
M.P.Yasmine
Death Letter
With each decision I make for the better.
I’m rewriting my existence.
Reprogramming my being.
All that was fades away.
Saying goodbye to you and me.
All written down on this dead letter.
M.P.Yasmine
Books
”I’m constantly buying books for the wrong time.
And the one I truly need to discover the why and the when,
I’m not buying.
All undiscovered.”
M.P.Yasmine
Clouds
The ground shakes beneath my bare feet.
Blades of grass tickle my toes.
I look up to see the comforting sky.
My mind falls back into ease.
As I watch gently giants slowly go by.
M.P.Yasmine
Panic Attack
Many sensations coming through.
My legs shaking steady.
Thank God for gravity.
My heart racing immensely past his place.
Like a train derailing disastrous.
My breathing stops.
Swallowing I must have forgotten how to.
A terrorized child I am.
Closing up completely for all input.
Each vital sense no longer working.
My body in freeze and my mind running.
I think I’m dying today.
Again.
M.P.Yasmine
Thoughts
”Isn’t it incredible that we are able to leave something behind in total freedom.
Yet we often stick around as if we are prisoners.
Powerless and captured by our own thoughts.”
M.P.Yasmine
Hunger
When I let hunger sink in.
The melody of life stops playing.
And sometimes I can’t stand the sound of life.
So I starve myself in silence.
M.P.Yasmine
Survival Mode
My body in agony.
My mind in ruins.
My senses spiraling out of control.
Frantically about everything.
I need a good sleep.
Deep sleep.
Reset.
Society
”Not only the pandemic withholds us from true authentic living.
The plague infested in our minds does too.”
M.P.Yasmine
Cigarette
”After 24 years smoking,
quitting brought me in this nonexistent deep void filled with sorrow and grief.
Each morning I decide if I have the strength to climb out of it.”
M.P.Yasmine
Alive
Your mind in senses.
Swimming through inspiration.
Wow is all around you.
Move mountains with the tip of your fingers.
Breathe.
Alive you are.
M.P.Yasmine
What is Love
If it’s a good thing when the heart skips a beat,
I can debate on for a while.
Because my perspective is constantly shifting.
No, I don’t need beta blockers.
All I need is a calm mind and correctness.
In all.